i need to learn how to go to bed

these are some nightmares from when i was about 19. good night.

night

ricoh compact camera, 1600 iso film.

pills

ricoh compact camera, 200 iso film.

sorry for a slow couple of days, i slept through tuesday, and yesterday i was out. i went to see another horrible horrible horrible film at the cinema. i've got to stop doing that.

g'night

god natt ottar

sov godt din sleepy monkey

good night

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagghhhr

i'm sleeping decently these days (probably because there's not enough of my meds in my blood to keep me awake like it usually does), but tonight i slept from midnight 'til half-two and it's making me feel fucking sick. now it's five in the morning in norway.

(photo: tor eide)

motherfucker, i'm so tired. i want to sleep all the time.

i think i jinxed myself, i've been bad at taking my pills lately and the past three days now i've been withdrawal sick without realising. i'm constantly THIS [ ] close to throwing up and passing out. the lack-of-pills also makes me reeaally really tired so i'm sleeping day and night, which is nice.

how to cope, part 5

sleeping medication


to counter the antidepressants that keep me awake (and don't work)

my eyes are starting to burn, and i hit my head

what it looks like at night/in the morning

arrh, why can't i sleep?!

aargh, i just want to sleep!

i've just woken up from a 16 hour long sleep. i feel like this:

i can't sleep................................................