i'm really sorry this blog has been deadsville of late, i love this blog a lot (usually 2-10 times a day), and i'm gonna try to get back on track. i've been having a bad time for a few weeks now, and i've just started taking a new antidepressant to suppliment my old one, so i'm waiting for it to kick in. also, my laptop died yesterday and probably can't be repared, but at least my files are salvageable. i'm gonna get back on track, i promise!